Angel

Calling to an Angel I don't even believe exists
Lost in the pounding of my own two fists
thought I'd live forever, got nailed to my deathbed.
Life's sick sense of humor sounding in my head

All scars heal faster without infection
without being compared to people with perfect imperfections
I'm so sick and tired of putting up walls
Just to witness how you break down them all

Now I'm losing my grip on the life I once had
Drowning in whirlpools that leave me raving mad
But you left me to fend for myself, gasping for air
and when I call out to you, you're never there.

You're no Angel, you're a loaded gun
you'll make me suffer. You'll watch me come undone
But now you can't hurt me anymore
because all I had is already burnt to the floor..